Well, sometimes things dont go as expected. I can only say you to get away from everything that hurts you and start over, It Is never too late to take another path.

Good luck in all your goals and I hope to see another project of yours

:'(

U are good, friend

I hope, when this Game ends u can take some time for urself

And after that, u can come back here and start a new project

Take care friend

Sorry to hear of your experiences.

Taking care of parents is beyond hard. I'm doing it too. Also without help from siblings, of which I have one surviving.

If you were taking care of strangers, it would be very hard. 

But beyond that, there are all those old wounds being re-opened constantly. The work of replacing the strange idols and monsters we've built that we thought were our parents with the real people our parents were, and the people they have become. The work of building a new relationship on top of the very lumpy ruins of the old one. 

And, almost an afterthought but really the key, replacing an old idea of who we are with a new one that is more real. Burying the old and partly fictional person we thought we were, in favor of a real person we are discovering that we actually are.

The life debt is owed forward, not back.

You need to end this project. That was your call and you made it. You don't owe it to anybody to continue it. Maybe when you have put behind you some of the ridiculously hard work that we didn't volunteer for and nobody (except for those worthless siblings who don't do their part) should have to do, you will decide that a new game is worth your effort. Maybe that game will start with pieces of this one. I'll stay subscribed and if you do that and place it here I'll take a look at your new game.

Hang in there. This is insanely hard and we need to do what we need to do.

Well, this is way too many words...

Sorry to know that you had such a brutal experiences in your life, I hope you luck and remember: In most cases (if not in all) if you will not clearly demand the respect from others then they will most likely dont respect you and try to use you (that is my experience ). Don't give up and don't care about people that don't care about you, the life is to short and to difficlt for that.

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